feeling deeper or?

Now when I look at his face (picture), i'll feel damn bloody angry. IDK WHY. zzz.
You mentioned before, not to hate him, because if i ever do, i'll never be able to forget him. BUT I AM DAMN ZZZZZZZZZ. IDK WHY IDK WHY. His facebook shoutout is apologising. I only SUSPECT it's referring to me. because in my plurk i was writing about the letter blabla.

I swear I got bloody pissed when I see him apologising (i'll just take it as he's referring to me) over fb. LIKE WTF. Does he think that apologising will solve the problem? HE'S FOREVER APOLOGISING TO ME because he doesnt like me anymore! F-ing pissed. If he is really feeling apologetic about it, in the first place he shouldnt have played with me. He shouldnt even got to know me in the first place...........

I know what am I pissed at. I am pissed at him NOT because he's close with other girls.

I. Am. Pissed. Off. Because. How. Can. He. Say. "Dont. like. me. anymore". So. Easily. When. I. Cant. Even. Do. It.

HOW COME HE CAN SO FAST DONT LIKE ME ONE. AM I REALLY THAT IRRITATING. I ALSO NV MAKE HIM OR SMTH. Fuck. zz. I was really stupid to believe that he might not forget about me. He doesnt even give a shit to me anymore. All the conversations I had with him before, he's having the similar one with his dearest jie.
Thats why I kept on reminding myself, he aint treating me as the special one anymore. never. ever.