Till now, I havent stop questioning myself if joining Airshow is the right choice.
Everything before airshow seemed so perfect, work seemed easy, peaceful, joy, whatever positive adjective you can think of. Friendship seemed growing, prosperous, stronger, happier etc. Life seemed full of surprises, filled with love, feeling happy whenever I wake up everyday, stress-free, any trouble cannot bring me down.

After that unforgettable week, everything has slowly changed, unknowingly. Everything was too perfect until I couldnt be alert and notice that every single thing that is filled with happiness is vanishing. Infact, I thought things will EVEN get better. I was so naive and so wrong. I aint referring to 1 matter, but many, as a whole. After ssckk reminded me that the first time when he was my group leader, everything seemed easy. But now. Fucking stressful. Last time our happiness bar is full, but now, half half.. Typical Singaporean ah me. Forever complaining.