I said I feel blessed when I see her with you. It assures me that she'll take good care of you, even better than me.
But I dontknow why, sometimes I'll feel paranoid & pessimistic.
E commented that both of us are quite funny. Both of us like cannot put down the past (idk about you), yet there's another person of the opposite gender who is close to us. In other words, it's like wanting to make each other jealous.
I know this sound ridiculous. Maybe not even love at all. Love isnt supposed to be jealous, instead I should feel truly elated if I ever see him tgt with her.
Just some parts of me feel............ a little awkward. A small little part of me is extremely afraid that something might sparkle between them. He assured me that nothing will come outta it because she's older. But Idk about her... she is very sociable with guys, who knows one day she might treat him not only as a brother.
sigh. Now in his life, the only thing that revolves around him is SISTER.
Seriously I wonder if you still care for me, even for A BIT.